I've learned that i cant choose how i feel but i can choose what i do about it.

A friend asked me...how do i define that..guess i shall answer her question today.
Sometimes there are things that dont go your way...you are down...well..then u cant choose how u feel..
just cant help it that its kind of depressing sometimes.
However, you can choose to either continue to be depressed...or rest for a while but never quit...
Hope i answered her question...

Just a thought to ponder : )

i guess its true that we need rain sometimes..not just sunshine all the time. If fact too much sunshine can burn....
However, somehow these few days..or rather this month..things are a little too grey...for everything...
hope things would turn out fine...after all...tomorrow is a brand new day

Today a friend asked me why does friends go together with friends from school after such a long time apart. Good question. No answer. I guess, one is more comfortable with old friends rather than new. High school sweetheart, postponed.

Come to think of it, it is true in a way that old things are best. Funny how people would go round and round seeking new adventures, new partners, new things, new toys..but would end up using the old battered, rusty, stinky things locked up in their drawer. sentimental?

Typed on 23/3/04 @ 1500 but somehow unable to log online. So have to “paste” it this morning.


Another chapter of life… time to move again. Remember that I first moved in std 5, from town to where I live now in A/S. Think it was kind of fun…after all I’ll be moving to a new place. Also with the fact that I don’t have much to pack, still young and sorry to say, I don’t think I was all that helpful in packing that time.

The 2nd time would be after my first year, though with participating in various activities, still insufficient to secure me a place in the hostel. So, off me go…packing stuff and live together with my coursemates/friends. Things were great. It was really fun staying with them. Good memories of 2 years.

3rd year ended, I was about to move again, and got this current job. And another bunch of new ppl moving in. I was lucky to be able to stay put for another year.

Well, now its time to pack and move again. After unsuccessful searching for a new place, earlier of the month was – too early, people reluctant to have us renting the place as we could only move in starting april. Anyway, mid of March – found houses/apartments, but likewise the proverb – one man’s meat is another man’s poison. Something like that. Unable to get one that everybody is satisfied with….hahaha..and note that the everybody is only 3 of us. : )

Was thinking of shifting to my sister’s house…outskirt of KL…and tried driving from her place to work early this morning…guess, I better start looking for rooms again… left house at 7.30 am…at about 8.45 am…I was still half way through…wonder how early I need to leave in order to able to reach work in time.

So…I guess…I shall continue with room hunting… sigh : )



Scribbled by darkness

Have you ever notice that you felt extremely tired and blur after a whole day working in front of the computer? This monster machine seemed to zap up all the energy available in a person..how come? is it because it needs energy and humans are also energy people...that we are somehow connected and the energy field is stronger with the computer that it pulls our energy source towards it?

Nite isn't here..just daylight. Would sunshine be enough to last the day? When Nite comes along...where can day go? When day arrives, where can nite go but to make way for it?